Sigh

This is just a random post.

I go back home the day after tomorrow. I can't believe it feels like I just got here, and now it's almost over. I think I'm saddest about leaving my mom. I have to do something to make sure she gets down there with me.

In other news, I am really starting to wonder about people. I frequent a forum which has a lot of different topics. In one of the forums, someone made a joke about Rhianna being beat up. Now, I like a good joke like the next and I'm sure that I've laughed at some off color things myself. However, a girl getting beat up is not one of them. That's not really the thing that 'bothered' me. The thing that got me most was that the people who were laughing (and commenting) the most were the people who frequent the Christian forum. The are quick to quote the bible and talk about the Lord, but then turn around and start laughing (hard) at a joke about this girl being beat up.

Seriously? How funny do you think it would be if it was you getting beat up, or a family member? I know it shouldn't baffle me because as someone who's lived for a little bit, I should realize that there are just some nasty people. The thing that's so funny is, it's like they forgot that they're supposed to be (hard core) Christians. I'm not going to front. I'm not a hard core Christian (even though I am trying to improve my relationship with God), but I'm not going to front one minute like I'm holier than thou and then go somewhere else and try to fit in with the popular crowd.

It's just ridiculous. I'm madder at myself because I shouldn't even be writing about this. It's a waste of my time, but I'm only human. I will write this here as my release and just leave it at that.

I just pray to never turn into one of those people.