I want to have a life

After I wake up in the morning, while getting ready, I do a lot of reflection about my life. I'm not sure why these thoughts come to me in the morning as opposed to the evening, but that's besides the point. One of the thoughts I had this morning was that I wanted to date more in 2010. Not necessarily have a man, because that would be wonderful too. I want to date more than one person. I don't want to be a slut, but I would like to have a few different men to date at different times.

Now, I don't want to sleep with these men. In this day and age of STD's running around, I can't take that chance (not that I would have done that anyway). I just would like to know how it feels to have different men to spend time with. I've always been one of those women who never date men. I don't go straight from relationship to relationship, but when I date someone they're always the one guy I'm dating at the time.

I don't want to do that anymore. I want to go out on dates with different men, different personalities. I don't want an entire black book of men, but 2 or 3 should suffice. With all of these men (the straight ones) running around the ATL area (city and suburbs), I don't think I should have too much of a problem. Yeah, I know there are a lot of women in this place, but I'm going to think positively and not let that stop me. The women who are dating down here are not letting that stop them, and I shouldn't be any different.