Saying Goodbye to 2009

Well, I wish I could say this has been a long year, but I would be lying. This year FLEW my in my opinion. It seems like I was just ringing in the new year, and now I'm saying goodbye to it.

That's okay, though. I am honestly ready for this year to be over with. This year was filled with ups and downs. I got rid of a person who was making me extremely sad, then I moved to a totally new state. There were a lot of emotional roller coasters this year, and even though it wasn't all sad I can honestly say this was NOT one of my best years.

I now face the new year with a renewed optimism. It's normal to feel that way whenever any new year approaches, but for some reason this time it feels different. I feel as if I'm coming into a really great place in my life, and if I stay motivated enough to do all of the things I want to do, I think it will be one of my best years ever.

It occurred to me that I don't really plan a lot of things out. I have lots of good ideas, and pretty much keep everything in my mind. However, when it comes down to actually have a plan, I fall short. So, I have decided that I am going to start making lists of things. This means lists of EVERYTHING. Things I need to do, my goals, things I want to do, etc. Even though I have a Blackberry, there are many times where I still need to just use pen and paper. It's as if somehow seeing these things in black and white make a difference.

I think my renewed optimism along with proper planning (lists) will be my key to success.

Off to Office Max to find a planner !

Happy New Year!